If I happen to cross your mind during the month of November, this is how I would like you to picture me:
Yes. Please picture me as a happy farm girl with a smile on her face (pig optional). November will be a month of me keeping the cows and chickens from going to the dickens.
See, I’m feeling more at peace these days than I have in the past year and a half (in case you’re wondering, I credit counseling, the Bible, more sleep, and less alcohol). I’m learning to be less anxious. I’m learning to see situations that would usually make me afraid as opportunities to practice trust. I’m learning that time doesn’t heal everything, but it does heal some things. I’m learning that hope seen is not hope at all.
After spinning and striving and trying so hard to keep up with life, I find myself with a surprisingly (and blessedly) quiet month on the horizon. In the spirit of simplicity, I’m choosing to keep it that way.
So Happy Halloween from “Farm Girl,” the only thing I thought to be – and I’ll see you in December.