Grace
Grace, grit, and the Whole30
In my most cliché move yet, I’m now on the Whole30. If you aren’t familiar, the Whole30 is a 30-day elimination diet that cuts out everything that makes me who I am: sugar, dairy, grains, and alcohol (also legumes and soy, although those mean less to me). It’s popular with girls on Instagram and your…
Grace and potatoes
In the last month or so, I’ve been having a quiet mental breakdown. I say “quiet” because it’s not like I’m falling apart. I’m waking up and exercising and getting my work done. I painted a wall in my living room the other day. I’m meal planning and taking Foxy on walks and meeting friends…
Soul-stomping
I recently took my car in for a major repair – one that required taking the engine apart, and then putting it all back together. I knew that it was going to cost a painful amount of money, so when the mechanic called to tell me that the clutch was shot, too, I lowered my…
The “right” person
These days, when asked about my love life (thanks, everyone!), my response has been, “I’m not focusing on finding the right person – I’m just trying to be the right person.” Good one, eh? Here’s the only trouble with that statement, romantically focused or not: who gets to define what the “right” person looks like? …
Barns and such
Well. My mom said that yesterday’s post made her want to throw herself off a building. So there’s that. But on another note, I got some emails from people who were saying that they’ve been there, felt that, got the t-shirt. Go figure – it seems that loneliness runs in the culture these days. Thank…
“The Undoing”
It feels strange to not be writing here. When I don’t write, I’m reminded that this blog was born out of a need in me, for myself, and not really for anyone else. I can’t not write. I think I have to, as a part of being the truest version of myself. But I haven’t…
Brownies, dog poop, and grace
These days, I am jolting from one crazy big thing to the next. Many of these things are good, wonderful, amazing things. I mean, I flew to Haiti for a week of snuggling babies and expanding my vision. I wrote songs about Larabar and spent a weekend under the palm trees. I bought a car…
Some thoughts on grief
“As long as I kept moving, my grief streamed out behind me like a swimmer’s long hair in water. I knew the weight was there but it didn’t touch me. Only when I stopped did the slick, dark stuff of it come floating around my face, catching my arms and throat till I began to…
Loved
I don’t always believe that Jesus loves me – even though the bible tells me so. Oh, I know that Jesus loves me – in a “whole world in his hands” kind of way. But do I believe that he loves ME? That he sees ME? That seems impossible. It’s this thorn in my side,…
Thoughts for a Thursday
Let me just get it out: I feel like a terrible blogger these days. Okay, now I feel better. – – – – – – – – Saturday is the 6th annual Tomato Art Fest in East Nashville. This is of note for 3 reasons: 1) Sound the trumpets: I am making my triumphant return…