20 things learned in my 20s
It’s the final week of my 20s, y’all. I’m running down 30 like a lion runs down a gazelle, or, in the case of “The Lion King,” a wildebeest runs down Mufasa. [Wah, wah – killjoy.]
Nothing against the 20s, but can everyone agree that they are some weird years? Don’t get me wrong, the 20s haven’t been all bad – most of my best stories thus far happened in this decade – but I am ready to move beyond them.
However, I have learned a thing or two or twenty in my 20s.
- Suitcases. Do not own a gigantic suitcase. You will be tempted to fill it up completely – which means it will weigh over 50 lbs. and result in a penalty fee at the airport. Invest in a smaller bag to keep yourself in check – you won’t wear all of those shoes anyway.
- You can’t do everything. Growing up in America, kids are taught that they can do anything. And while it’s true that we have a tremendous amount of options and opportunities open to us, it’s important to remember that we cannot pursue every path. Even the most abundant life involves choices – and saying yes to one thing oftentimes means saying no to a plethora of others. This is okay.
- Learn what’s worth the investment. Good concealer is. A good sports bra is. A good set of knives is. Wine glasses, bangle bracelets, and sunglasses are not.
- Wherever you go, there you are. When faced with the temptation to run – from a city, from a relationship, from a job – don’t count on the change of circumstances to fix your problems. Three or six or nine months down the road, you’ll wake up and realize that you’re the same person dealing with the same stuff. Tackle the real issues – which are probably with yourself, anyway.
- Don’t drink & Facebook. Just don’t.
- Hang curtains. It ain’t home until the curtains are hung. As one who has moved a lot (a lot a lot), I’ve realized that fastest way to make a room feel “finished” is to hang curtains. But you won’t find me wielding the drill – it’s good to have an excuse to talk to boys.
- Most conflict is fueled by fear. When someone attacks you, it’s safe to say that in some capacity, they’re probably afraid. Let this knowledge give you grace for that person. On the flip side, when tempted to lash out, inspect your own heart for insecurity. You’ll probably find it.
- You can either be right or be happy. Have enough humility to not have to be right all the time. I’m working on this one.
- No muffin tops. Listen up, ladies: I have it on good authority that men do not care how much you weigh, nor what pant size you wear, nor any other kind of “number” you attach to your self-worth. Take care of yourself. Exercise in a way that feels enjoyable. Eat colorful produce. And then buy clothes that actually fit, no matter the size.
- Student loans are not “free money.” They are not. You will pay – for a very long time.
- Dating. I’ll just go ahead and say that 90% of dates are a waste of a Crest Whitestrip. But that doesn’t mean that they’re a waste of time. Sometimes you meet a good one, and sometimes you feel understood and seen, and sometimes you connect and talk and think and laugh, and sometimes you get kissed like the angels sing, and it’s… the best.
- A dog is a big responsibility. But worth it.
- Nothing is unforgivable. Growing up in the church, I was taught in a round-about way that certain sins are worse than others. These days, I do not believe that this is true. We are never past the point of forgiveness, and never too far gone for grace to hit us like a tidal wave.
- Don’t mess with your cowlicks. You will not win.
- Dreams are important. Pay attention to them, make time for them, foster them, and grow them. The best dreams are the ones that you’ve had since you were too young to know your so-called limitations.
- Don’t let money be an obsession. Be a good steward of your cash. Watch where it goes, and be aware of how you’re spending it. But good grief, sometimes it’s okay to spend the extra $4 for guacamole on the side.
- You cannot change your body. Oh sure, you can gain or lose weight. But your height? Your hips? The shape and length of your legs? Those are here to stay. Get nice and comfy with them – because no amount of dieting or running or stretching is going to change your basic body structure.
- Being single is hard, and being married will probably be hard – just like being single is great, and being married will probably be great. No matter what relationship status you find yourself in, there are going to be tough parts and great parts. There’s no use in playing the “grass is greener” game, because once we reach “the other side,” I’m pretty sure we’ll find that it’s all just grass.
- Trust your instincts. You’ve lived long enough to know when to go with your gut.
- And finally, it’s okay to be happy. It’s okay to be happy!
I know that 30 is just a number, and that Saturday, August 4th will be just another day, but I can’t help but think that this birthday signifies the beginning of a new chapter. It’s a cause for reflection – for looking back and remembering, and then looking ahead and hoping, and ultimately, feeling so thankful for the good gift that is my life.